You know, I really think I'm starting to get this turn it all over to God and let Him run the show thing.
It's really that simple.
But yet, being the good alcoholic that I am, I take something so very simple and complicate the hell out of it.
I turn my will over and then yank it back. It's a wonder I can lift my arms for all the yanking I do.
I'm still not comfortable chairing meetings. I feel like I stumble over my words, I go blank, I don't make any sense. I don't want to say the wrong thing. Am I complicating it? Probably.
Today is supposed to get into the 60's, I hope so. My aching body needs some warmth. I am glad that I have managed to walk twice this week while at the park during Abby's lacrosse practices. I get discouraged when I see just how out of shape I have become but I can't focus on that. I need to focus on the positive and how I've walked twice this week which is more than last week. Progress....
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