Monday, December 1, 2008

Feeling Weird

My inner clock, my inner something is out of whack. I'm staying up late and then I'm tired when I get up so I take a nap which then makes me wide awake when I should be going to bed.

My eating is BAD. Too much sugar, too much caffeine, too much junk.

I spent the weekend at home, no meetings.

And by today I was all up in my head which is not a good place for me to be.

I went to a meeting tonight and I was so anxious that I almost didn't go in. Where the hell is the anxiety coming from?

I spent the weekend doing things I enjoy-crafting, crocheting. I hung out with my family. It was peaceful.

I just can't go that long without a meeting. That is for certain.

On a good note, I saw Cheryl tonight, she is home from detox, she looks great and seems like herself. I also saw Jim, he looked great, came up and gave me a hug. It was so nice to see him and have him be the Jim I've come to know and love.

Tomorrow is a new day and I am ever so grateful for that. I'm going to get up, get the kids off to school and then myself off to work. I'm going to put one foot in front of the other until this "weirdness" moves along which I know it will.


Anonymous said...

Here's to a new day! I am with ya sista'!

Shadow said...

hiya! welcome to your new home...

Anonymous said...

You sound like you have your head on straight. Everything else will fall into place. Promise.

Gabriella Moonlight said...

That's the great part of the program, we always have a new day, even in the same day...I just call it a do-over.

Glad to see your new digs, you're added to the blog roll and glad that your meeting went well and you saw some folks who are doing well.

Take care,

Cat said...

When my schedule is thrown off from the normal that is when I eat all wrong and dont make it to the gym or to meetings - one thing can throw everything off!

Hang in there!