My inner clock, my inner something is out of whack. I'm staying up late and then I'm tired when I get up so I take a nap which then makes me wide awake when I should be going to bed.
My eating is BAD. Too much sugar, too much caffeine, too much junk.
I spent the weekend at home, no meetings.
And by today I was all up in my head which is not a good place for me to be.
I went to a meeting tonight and I was so anxious that I almost didn't go in. Where the hell is the anxiety coming from?
I spent the weekend doing things I enjoy-crafting, crocheting. I hung out with my family. It was peaceful.
I just can't go that long without a meeting. That is for certain.
On a good note, I saw Cheryl tonight, she is home from detox, she looks great and seems like herself. I also saw Jim, he looked great, came up and gave me a hug. It was so nice to see him and have him be the Jim I've come to know and love.
Tomorrow is a new day and I am ever so grateful for that. I'm going to get up, get the kids off to school and then myself off to work. I'm going to put one foot in front of the other until this "weirdness" moves along which I know it will.
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