Thursday, January 22, 2009

Heavy Heart

I know I try and be an open book on my blog. I have shared just about every aspect of my life with you. And while I hate it when people are vague on their blogs about stuff, I am now going to be guilty of it as well.

Tonight my heart hurts. I am sad, so sad. And this is just too private for me to share here.

Please know that I am still sober and this has nothing to do with my recovery. At all. So please don't worry about that.

However, I will probably be gone for a little while. I just need a few days to deal with what has been thrown in my path.

I will be fine but it hurts. It really does.

12 comments:

molly said...

sorry you are hurting honey.

steveroni said...

Tyra, YOU can be "gone" but I/we don't have to be. Whatever it is, it will one day pass--a trite statement, for certain.

And while you may well not wish to blurt your deep, heart-breaking sadness over the Internet--there is a truth lurking out there somewhere claiming it could be beneficial for you to share your deep hurt with a trusted friend, that you might consider telling you 'story' to a rabbi, clergyman, or counselor (lawyer?--hate to use the term-grin) or to a FEMALE program member.

Tyra, I mean no harm--only trying to help--you NEED to talk to someone. Hopefully you're doing that. OK?

Steve E.

Prayer Girl said...

Bless you Tyra.

Thanks for the lemonade award AND
I hope God, time, and prayers will see you through what is heavy on your heart.

We have all been there, in that sad place, at one time or another. Sometimes more than once. I'm praying for you and we'll see you when you get back.

Athelas said...

but when you share your pain, you release a little bit of our own as well. So thank you, and I am glad you will feel better.

Shadow said...

{{{hugs}}}} stay safe and stay sober out there....

Anybeth said...

cyber hugs for whatever is going on out there. and you don't HAVE to tell us everything. Privacy is just as important and I think we all realize that. not everything should be put out into the internet for the world to see.
stay safe and i hope everything works out OK.

♥Shann♥ said...

Hope you are doing better today sending you good thoughts and relief

Sarah said...

wow, I know you'll be okay. We'll see you when you write again.
hugs - sarah

Cat said...

Tyra I hope the hurt passes soon (hugs)

J-Online said...

Thinking of you sweetie. You have my number. You can call me anytime. Hugs, Jenn

Pam said...

I'm sorry sweet sister.
Ask God for his grace and peace. He is so fond of you!

vicariousrising said...

I am so sorry to hear you are going through a difficult time. Be kind to yourself. Best wishes to you.